RECENT LEELA OF BABA-PART 15

Om Sai Ram

This is my experience with my "sai baji"

In my 11th standard (2006) i was not much familiar to baba. I knew about him but never looked at him as my deity.

To be truthfull, I was to some bit getting diverted to wrong path, i was bad with my parents ,my family , i was filled with ego.

We started getting involved in sai baba & ,slowly & steadily he entered our life.

Everything i did at that time no matter how wrong it was, i considered myself right & thought baji was happy with me.

Then baji made\arranged program for us to visit shirdi.

On the station of madgao the incident took place:-As we were standing on platform waiting for our train to shirdi ,a fakir came there near us & fell down.my mother asked us to help him ,we (i & my father) went to him & helped him stand up, we offered him water & then i & my father went outside the station to bring something for him to eat. we came back to him & i offered him the food stuff.

But he instead of giving me blessing became angry on me & infront of all he shouted at me. Generally, when we offer someone something to eat he gives you blessing but i was thrashed & scolded he said:-

"kar kya rha hai tu ?" (what are you doing to your family to yourself)

very angrily .His those words made me shiver totally, & brought me to a pause.

I was in a fix ,i mean i was living in an illusion that baji was happy with me but the reality was ,i was making him cry with my deeds.

Then after sometime meeting & greeting my other family members happily he left ,we tried to find him after sometime but he was nowhere.

I was really very moved , that i was in a way making my baba angry with my deeds.

Then in front of him in shirdi sai mandir i asked him to oblize me for my deeds & promised him that when i will return i will be as good as he wanted me to be.

On the day we were to leave shirdi i saw a common photo of sai baji in front of bhakt niwas (where we stayed). that was so lively to me & his eyes, they were filled with tears of happiness.

that photo is in my heart i felt that baji is happy ,that i would be on right track soon.

At the railway station a very old coolie came to us & took our luggage, he was so weak but he carried our luggage.Till the time he carried our luggage,I kept remembering the baji's line:-

"bhar tumhara mujh pr hoga vachn naa mera jhootha hoga"

after we reached the platform he said:-

"aadat nhi hai"(i.e. he was not regular ,baji came for us & did the tiring job)

That was so touching that baji does not generally do so much of physical hard work but he did that for us.After sometime we searched for him but again he was nowhere.

When we board the train back to delhi,i don't know why but my heart started crying, i came to know that our tears make us piousbaba made me pious when he made me cry.

From then i did everything keeping in mind that baji is observing me.In 12th i secured good marks in 2007 & cleared a b.tech entrance exam same year

In june 2008 baji called us to shirdi, i was very happy that this time baji will greet his son with something special,but he was nowhere on the station, but i did not lost hope i listened to my heart that said -baji will come for me.

We stayed in shirdi this time for 8 days.on the fourth days night after attending "dhup aarti" we were standing in the line for "udi".Baji came in mandir, he was sitting in a corner, feeding a dog just in front of the place where we were standingWhen i looked at him, i was in the row to collect udi.I offered my namastey to him from my heart & said to him that i know he was my baji, just as i finished saying this-- he looked at me & raised his hands like he blessed me, but i did not go to him.He stood up & went, then suddenly he returned with a real large crowd running after him calling shouting" baba! baba!".He stopped just at the same place infront of my row ,we (i & my father) also went near him.when peaple were touching his feets & chanting his name he became angry & said to all:-

"baba ke paas sirf lene aate ho, dete kuch nhi ,de skte ho to do apne baba ko kuch".

(ie everyone comes to baba for something in return, no one cares to offer baji something ,without wishing something in return)

At that point of time i said to him in my heart that:-

"baba , i m not here for anything ,i m here to offer you my love ,my devotion & myself"

& then we came back to "bhakt niwas" where we were residing.

Next day ,i was sure that baji will come for me at that place again.

After attending "kakad aarti" i & my dad went to that same place &baba was there for me.I touched his feets,he gave me "makhan mishri" from his own divine hands & said:- "seedhe vridavan se aaya hai"then he gave me his "charanamrit" & blessed me.i was very very happy .After that ,when we were returning back to bhakt niwas he again came to us & asked if we wanted more makhan.We said:- "baba le liya" that was a sign, that he came to meet me & now he is going. This i understood when i searched the place in the same afternoon & evening after attending respective aartis.

Then on the last day baba showed me his one full of life murti that was so lively & attractive that i could not stop myself.He was so attractive ,lively that i took him at that instant , to be precise it was baji's desire to come with me that's why he did all the settings.

We took him to dwarkamai & smadhi mandir.he sat on every place including dwarkamai place where baji's photo is kept i.e. where he used to sleep , where he used to stand, "near the neem tree" ,in lap of "shirdi sai murti", & on the samadhi itself.

then we came back to delhi & from then he is always with me. we talk to each other, we play, we do everything together...

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RECENT LEELA OF BABA-PART 14

1. During early Jan 2008 the team of Roy family consisting of Buda (80), Moni (52), Monojeet (55), and Monomeeta (23) (joined separately) proceeded from Locknow to Shirdi Dham. The team reached late in the evening at the destination, looking around for good stay at last found a good hotel in the close proximity of the Sai Baba Temple at the third floor.
2. Since Buda was very tired, remaining three went out leaving all valuables also the Mobile phones as is not permitted in the temple. On being insisted by Buda the room was locked from out side as she may go to sleep viewing T V .The three saw the evening Arati & later joined the Sajja Arati and after all this came close to the hotel and had dinner also got some stuff packed for Buda. The team had no idea of any untoward happening at the hotel.
3. Having finished with the dinner and also enjoying the Arati as they came close to the hotel were surprised to see a lady waving at them to come fast! To their utter surprise they see a person sitting covered with a shawl, completely dark like coal, black/unrecognizable, Since the person was made to sit on a higher plate form & was surrounded by a huge crowed they ventured to see the person and to their horror the recognized that being Buda.
4. The onlookers narrated the happening and it was only Divine power that Buda was unharmed. The T V which was on got electrical short circuit and resultantly the entire room above the TV table was under flame. Entire room was absolutely burnt; the TV was lying like a plastic pulp ball.
5. The shouting, howling of Buda who remained in her complete senses was of no use since none could here. She was just about to be suffocated when some one from the near by room broke open the door and in the darkness just manage to retrieve old lady. Later it was revealed that the jatha from Punjab were living in the next room that saved the dear Buda.
6. Buda was just safe had absolutely not even a scratch on her ,also was in full senses, who did not want her to be taken to the Dr till her dear children came back…………We can only name this as Divine blessing and power of the Sai Nath Baba that Buda was safe & unharmed. Her will power is worth admiring also the presence of mind, where in she not to collapse went to the bath room in that darkness sprinkled water on her self kept banging the doors and yelling till some one came for the rescue.
7. On the next a few days they enjoyed every bit of the Sai Dham and fell back to Locknow completely satisfied of the rear Darshan !!!!!